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| Saturday, August 20th, 2005 | | 12:59 am |
| | Thursday, August 11th, 2005 | | 9:41 pm |
Been awhile
Sorry it's been so long. I totally forgot my password. XD So I had to think a while. I FINALLY REMEMBER IT!!! YAY!!! Anyways, I'm taking quizes and quizzy type thingys... I put more up later... Umm new things about me........ Went to an Astros game... fighting wif b/f... a lot..... ummm... summer is almost over... *cries* ........ ummm..... nothing much else.... cept i miss seeing my cousin everyday.... and i hope she gets to come visit us next wednesday..... erm.... yea... later....... | | Friday, May 20th, 2005 | | 11:10 am |
At School
Hey! I'm at school. Talking to a best friend about InuYasha: The Movie 1. Gonna tell her about InuYasha: The Movie 2. I AM SO PYSCED!!!! I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL INUYASHA: THE MOVIE 3 COMES OUT THIS SUMMER!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG! INUYASHA: THE MOVIE 4 IS OUT IN JAPAN RIGHT NOW! I'm so envious of the Japanese. They get to see Anime before we do... >.< Grrrrr. Anyway. My ex-boyfriend is being really nice to me. Like: 1) Getting the door for me and my friends. 2) Talking to me without being a jerk. 3) Staring at me constantly and smiling. It's scary...... Well bell is about to ring, just wanted to update and say "HIYA!" And that I'm so excited. Tomorrow I get to go over to my boyfriend's house and stay from 11 A.M. until my dad picks me up. We just had a dance where I got my first real, real kiss. Like on the lips!!! We were dancing and he looked at meand whispered, "I love you." And I smiled back, and whispered, "I love you, too." And before I knew it he leaned down and kissed me! I felt like I was so special. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: none | | Saturday, March 19th, 2005 | | 5:59 am |
been awhile
Sorry been so long... Not feeling well lately. My mood swings are out of frigin' control. I will be happy one second and someone says ONE word wrong and I go off like a rocket. I almost beat someone the other day for saying I was ugly. My boyfriend had to hold me back from kicking his sorry butt. I wish he would have let me kick his butt. My best friend and her boyfriend had a couple problems, but I fixed that. Got my first kiss! 3-5-05 We were heading home from a movie. Me, Sam, Shawn, and Chet, that is. Chet lives in Livingston, so we met him and his mom at Brookshire Brothers. Anyway! He was about to get out, but instead he leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. He then gave me a hug and another kiss on the head! I missed school Friday, 'cause I caught some sorta Virus going around and it's bad. My head is hurting, I cannot get to sleep (layed in the bed for 6 hours... since midnight about... no tv or radio on... got up in boredom to write this.), coughing a lot, sneezing a lot, and mood swings worse... instead of getting mad I start crying... no apparent reason. I have a theory on the mood swings... one word. STRESS! SO MUCH HOMEWORK! 20 DAYS TILL TAKS FOR PRE-ALGEBRA! I AM SO GONNA FAIL, I KNOW IT! -cries- See... So much stress... -takes deep breath and turns on BTE, DMB, and other good songs- I'm fine... It seems the only time I am ever calm is if I have my music going, I am around family/friends, or I am laying in bed staring at the ceiling. Well I am going to stop babbling on and on and on and on and on... And stare out the window. Waiting on sunrise... Sunrise is like the perfect time of day, along with sunset... At sunrise, it's like Time freezes. The birds are all singing their happy little peaceful songs. The sun coming up glints off the dew, on the grass, giving it a mystical look. Some fog can be seen curling it's tendrels around the in-animate objects. Puppies are just waking and stretching. Crickets and Locusts and such little creatures are waking and singing their songs. It's like the perfect time of day to be at peace, so I guess add that to my list of things that keep me stress-free. Gonna go now and wait on the sunrise. Ohh... Before I go. The songs I am listening to are from a couple Halo MV I found. I am addicted to the songs now. The chorus of "When Worlds Collide" rocks! Are you ready to go Cause I'm ready to go What you gonna do baby baby Are you going with me Cause I'm going with you It's the end of all time "When Worlds Collide" is sung by Powerman 5000 and "Click Click Boom" is sung by Saliva (Oo odd name...) Well going now. Made like 50 Halo MV's... Thinking of making more, 'cause they are fun and it keeps my brain cells functioning correctly. Learning some new things and making my MV's look cooler. Trying to do lip sync. Not working so far, but trying... Ja ne and Ohayo Gozaimasu. (Translation from Japanese - Bye and Good Morning.) Current Mood: moodyCurrent Music: When World's Collide and Click Click Boom | | Wednesday, February 9th, 2005 | | 4:13 pm |
I am so sorry for not updating sooner. I have had so much homework and so much to do, got another dance on Feb. 18th. Still havent asked My Sweetness to the dance yet... for once I am to shy. OMG OMG OMG HE GOT ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL NECKLACE AND EARRING SET EVER!!!!!!!! The necklace is on a red chain. The pendant is 2 hearts, 1 on bottom says Happy Valentine and the one that goes over it is a heart. Also, on the chain, is a small 2 word pendant that connects with the chain... like in between. The earrings are hearts... so pretty!! I got him like 500 things lol. I got him 2 carnations, I dun care if boys like flowers or not... he's getting them anyway!. Got him 3 candy-grams... messages attatched to a sucker... a 14K(Karat)G(Gold)P(Platinum) chain... and... got him addicted to EQ! I leveled to 30 last night... going for 32 tonite... this is the highest ever level!! I am so excited about the upcoming dance... hope he can dance... if not hope he is willing to learn . . . -gets all ticked off about last dance-. . . . im fine im cool. Anywho nothing much more to say but... L8er days! Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: Hypnotize the Moon - Clay Walker | | Sunday, January 23rd, 2005 | | 1:25 pm |
SSDD
Same Sickness Different Day... Still no memories, but now from 3 days ago. Head still hurts and now I am coughing and sneezing. Think I am coming down with something. I dunno. It's freezing in this house. Think that might be something that is helping my sickness... I know that earlier Chet, my boyfriend, called and he asked if I was ok. I told him I felt a little better, yet a little worse. He asked if I was coming to school Monday and I told him of course. He said he was gonna try and get EverQuest to work and that he thinks he is coming down with something... Ohhhh just found out Duchess had her puppies. She got pregnant by this big yellow/blonde/tan German Shepard like last time. Haven't gotten to see her yet, she is laying on them to keep them warm. I hope they aren't as cute as Jade or Lil' Bit and I hope they all don't die. If they are as cute as Lil' Bit I will wanna keep 'em... hehe. Mama gonna have a cow... Well bored and going to take a nap or talk to friends... Current Mood: coldCurrent Music: Convoy - Paul Brandt | | Saturday, January 22nd, 2005 | | 8:00 pm |
Forgotten memories
This is so odd and I am not lying, but I cannot remember anything from the past 2 days and I am slowly forgetting everything from this morning. Not to mention the head splitting headache. I feel as though my life was written on a chalk board and someone is starting to erase it from the last 2 days. I almost did not remember my passwords for AoL, Yahoo!, and to get on my computer. All I can really remember is a black box. I went to lay down at about 4:00p.m. CST and woke up at about 6:59p.m.CST. Dad gave me some medicine but head still feels like it is being ripped open. There is some odd, misquito-type bite, mark on the back of my neck that burns like fire. On a lighter note, I am making Pizza since I haven't eaten all day. That I can remember. Pizza is done, bye for now. Current Mood: ForgettingCurrent Music: Pizza cooker, Dad cutting pizza | | Saturday, January 15th, 2005 | | 9:22 pm |
Tired
Wow, I am so tired. I have so much to do lately. Making MusicVideo's of different Anime on my new computer, have tons of homework, working on like 10 Fan-Fics for a website called Animespiral.com, gotta check mail on like 5 Yahoo! names, gotta be on and walk to my friends or I yelled at by them, up to my ears in e-mails for more stories on Animespiral, trying to get Darius, ex-boyfriend from the dance, to stop calling me a stupid moron because I broke up with him, trying to give time to listen to my friends and new boyfriend, learning Japanese, AND trying to help out around my house. *huff huff* One long sentence. Anywho, new boyfriend is so sweet, a gentleman. When he goes somewhere he always tell you, no matter where it is. He doesn't ignore me, he spends one day with his friends at lunch and every morning/other day with me and my friends. He is friends with m best friend, Sammy's boyfriend. they talk a lot while Sammy and I are talking. He always lets me talk first, and I can talk to him about anything. I am teaching him Japanese while I learn. Example of Japanese I am learning: Sesshoumaru wo Aishita Onna=The Woman Who Loved Sesshoumaru. Fuujin no Mai=Dance of Blades Ryuujin no Mai=Dance of the Dragon Shikibane no Mai=Dance of the Dead Dakkousou=Poison Claws Hijin Kessou=Blade Blood Claws Many others, but it would take up to much time. You can read my fan fics btw at: http://www.animespiral.com/viewstory.php?sid=57496 is for a story called Here for the Party, InuYasha http://www.animespiral.com/viewstory.php?sid=60327 is for Aliens vs. Humans, Aliens...DUH!!! Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: I Want To Live - Josh Gracin | | Sunday, December 19th, 2004 | | 2:16 pm |
LA LA LA LA LA
Just sitting around making InuYasha, Sailor Moon, Cowboy Bebop, and Ruroni Kenshin Music Videos. If ya want some leave a comment and I could make one for you or send you one. I am just THAT bored right now. I found a cool new song called Nazo and made a Sango and Miroku MV for it. But that was yesterday and now i cant find any more songs. LA LA LA LA LA! BORED OUT OF MY MIND! *goes crazy from boredom* KOO KOO KOO KOO KOO KOO! I AM A KOO KOO BIRD! YAY! Well I am gonna get back to my MV's! Bai for now! Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: Ordinary World- MV of Sailor Mars | | Monday, December 13th, 2004 | | 7:42 pm |
| | 5:47 pm |
HEYAS EVERYONE ITS BF_WITH_SB
Hey everyone, Forgot password on other name so i created this one...didnt feel like looking for password lol. had my first dance on friday the 10th let me tell ya about it, my boyfriend has been with me for 2 months and 1 week or so... well here it is anyway: i invited boyfriend to a band dance and we got mad at each other cause he had promised to learn how to dance with me to slow songs he kerpt saying i dont know how to dance so i walked over and yelled "FINE THEN WE ARE THROUGH!!!" i stomped back to the wall and started crying some cute guy walks over and says is this a bad time or would you like to dance? and its a slow song i said ok and we danced a little ,but i started crying in the middle so he walked me back to the wall my friends are bothering (ex) boyfriend and then a guy friend of mine comes over and my hair is over my face and ha says whats wrong? you tired? i shook my head no he says ok you crying ...i cant see you any way ...he flipt my hair back and asked why i was crying i told him our teacher that sponsered it tryed to get someone to dance with me but no one cares about my but my friends and family he says ok then would you like to dance with me or want me to get your boyfriend to dance with you i told him what happened and he said ok i be right back i look over and he is shaking fingers and yelling at boyfriend....LOL then my best friends chrush comes over and says would you like to dance i said no thanks...this guy is also (ex) boyfriends best friend lol so guy friend comes over and says he said he will dance with you next slow song so slow song comes on and i am still crying i dont think he really will but he walks over and holds out his hand... "umm...would you like...to i duuno...dance? or teach me?" he was so shy and so i showed him to put his hands on my waist and i put my arms on his shoulders and we danced the last 2 songs together and at the end i hugged him really tight and told him i am sorry i yelled at you he says no it was my fault i should have kept my promise i say thank you for making my dream come true my dream has always been to dance with the one i love and so i was going to call mom and he comes up behind me and wraps his arm around mine smiling like he won 1 million dollars lol i was so proud of him He is so sweet but sometimes he can be SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO annoying, but then again what is he there for? LOL!!! Anyway! Went to see The Nutcracker Ballet on saturday with my band class. It was the 35th annual and my favorite part was...hmmm...INTERMISSION!!! It was kinda boring and my best friend got a new boyfriend...his name is Shawn and she met him at the dance...turns out he was the one that i danced with. Boyfriend is still being annoying of course...ohhh well i wouldnt have him any other way! Well Comment if you like and see ya soon!!! Kilabaku Current Mood: weirdCurrent Music: Appetite for (lightin') Dynamite-Cowboy Bebop MV |
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